Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Blog break,to much to deal with at this time

I am going to be taking a blog break,
I got some real bad news on sunday about a friend of mine passing away,
We thought she was doing better.
She had been sick for 10 days,then passed away,
I am having a hard time dealing with this,,

Its not at all fare that this had to happen to her,
Why her ,shes got 3 kids 13,11,5-a husband that has been in love with her for about 15 years,
I just dont unerstand,I started feeling guilty last night about being alive,
Cause I know Im saved & going to heaven when I die,But I dont know that about her??
So why not me??Please pray for her family, her kids husband,I just dont know how they are going to make it without her.

This is the 8th death since & sept,& 2nd friend to have something happen to them and I just dont know how much more I can take, or how can her family even take this ,to deal with?

Angela ,I love you so much,I already miss you so bad,you was such a good friend for 15 years.


Wylie @ Shout A Joyful Noise! said...

I am so sorry for your loss. Praying with you for her family, and for you for the peace that passes all understanding.

Nina in Portugal said...

Bless your heart....I will be praying for you and for Angela's family.

I LOVE you!

Amrita said...

Dearest Becka,I am so sorry to hear this.

I have had many such losses and i understand how it feels.

Your heart must be so heavy with grief.

"Let Him have all your worries and cares for He is always thinking about you and watching everything that concerns you"
1 Pet 5;7 TLB

Tracy said...

I'm sorry to hear about your friend. I know those words don't help ease the pain you feel...but please know that I am praying for you. ;o}